I did an interview Tuesday that aired on a couple of radio stations in Florida and Arkansas.
If you are interested, go to this podcast site.
You can also hear it on my website here.
Thanks to the ones who had time to write reviews for Go Down Looking. I still need more and you can post your review here .
Thanks to the ones who had time to write reviews for Go Down Looking. I still need more and you can post your review here .
Do things always happen for a reason? Can we cause coincidences to happen? Can we bring the powers of the universe into
our particular lives? Can something we
did long ago cause an event (intended or unintended) today—many years
later? Instead of just wishing for a
desired event or outcome, can we do something to bring it about?
Many of you know that I have
two biscuits left by my father when he died more than forty years ago. They are
sealed in a small malted milk jar and are now over ninety-four years old.
Obviously, they had special meaning for Daddy and thus, to me. Sunday was Fathers’ Day and that always brings
back the biscuits story.
Those biscuits made a journey across Texas in 1918 in
a covered wagon with Daddy and his parents and siblings. He kept them because
they were made by his beloved Aunt Minnie. I carried them on a repeat journey
(in a different covered wagon) in 1998.
It was symbolic, for sure. Sentimental? You bet. My way of apologizing
to my father for not paying more attention to the stories he told me about what
the biscuits meant to him and why he had kept them all those years.
They say that when a man dies, his library burns down.
And I had let part of my daddy’s library burn down. So I chronicled that return trip in Biscuits Across the Brazos. The trip was more Marion Shepherd’s (my
cousin) idea than mine, but we both wanted to honor our departed fathers, our
grandparents, our aunts and uncles, and our heritage.
If I had know then what I know now, I would probably
have put more sentiment into the little book, more of the feelings I had as I
tried to bring back something that could not be seen with the physical eye. I
made a stab at it in a few places, but I didn’t want to take the risk of being
too sappy or causing readers to roll their eyes. After all, who cares about
somebody else’s old biscuits? People have their own stories to tell.
I was wrong, of course, people do care. And not just
because they have their own similar stories, but they really do care about
yours. It was heartening to discover that.
A few years
after the book was released, Jan and I went to see "O'Brother Where Art Thou?"with George Clooney. I was skeptical and
not a huge fan of Clooney’s (sorry, ladies). But Clooney was brilliant in this
movie. Laugh-out-loud funny, too.
Clooney plays a vainglorious fellow whose primary
purpose in life is to find a ready supply of pomade for his hair. He has an
inflated sense of his intelligence and is possessed of a vocabulary of words
that he can’t string together in coherent sentences. Yet, he is profuse in advice
for those he views as lacking in all the wonderful qualities he possesses in abundant
quantities. It’s not that the character
doesn’t know anything, it’s just that most of what he knows is not true.
As I look back on it now, I am reminded of what self-effacing
Richard Farnsworth, one of my favorite actors, said about his role when he was
nominated as best actor for “The Straight Story”. Richard said something like
this, “It’s pretty easy to do well when you’re playing yourself.” Now I know why Clooney was so good in his
role.
What does this have to do with coincidences?
We made the trip across the Brazos in 1998. “O’ Brother” was released in 2000.
When I saw the movie, I was surprised (make that shocked) by how much I enjoyed
it. Yet, I could not explain exactly why.
When I bought the
soundtrack, I discovered that it had a lot to do with the music. I played the
CD repeatedly. I loved “Man of Constant Sorrow”, “O’ Death” and all the songs.
But one song in particular almost always made the hair stand on the back of my
neck and chill bumps come up on my arms. More than once, it brought unexplained
tears to my eyes.
I memorized the words from
hearing it so often, but there was nothing in the lyrics to explain the
feelings it brought.
I had
a friend named Ramblin’ Bob,
He liked
to steal, gamble and rob
Not all that inspiring, and
it doesn’t improve much in later verses. So I attributed my abnormal reaction
to the plaintive, pure sound of the old-time instruments and the voices of the
Soggy Bottom Boys.
In 2005, Jan and I went to
see "Walk the Line". I boasted on the way home that I had one of (and maybe the
first) Johnny Cash album, a 33 RPM vinyl record.
Eager to prove my claim when
we reached home, I searched through my collection and found it. When I picked
up the album, showing a young Cash in a straw farm hat, I noticed another album
just beneath it—Daddy’s copy of a reproduced Jimmie Rodgers album. We had given
it to Daddy for Christmas more than fifty years earlier.
I sat in the floor and looked at the list of songs on the cover. My eyes went directly to it—“In the Jailhouse Now.” Daddy loved to hear Jimmie Rodgers, the father of country music, sing. Call me sentimental, but I like to think that those moist eyes, chill bumps and hair-standing episodes were Daddy saying he approved of our trip across Texas carrying his biscuits.
About four years after that,
I came across a relatively obscure book (Provinces
of Night) written by William Gay that led me to visit the author in
Tennessee. There, I saw an old poster of Jimmie Rodgers. I seems that Gay uses
Jimmie Rodgers tunes in his books and short stories. One is featured in “Hate
to See That Evening Sun Go Down”, later made into this movie. Gay’s
author photo has him sitting in front of that Jimmie Rodgers poster.
Coincidences? I don’t think
so. If you think so, come to my office sometime and let me show you a copy of a
vanity poster in my office showing a reproduced 1997 magazine article. The interviewer asked what I was reading. My
answer: Goodbye to a River (a book
about the Brazos) and Flow,
which later became the theme for my first novel. Coincidences? Maybe. But I
don’t think so.
1 comment:
What about the coinsidence of Ken Ryan, my e-mail address book and "Go Down Looking?"
Things have happened to me that have been really strange. It seems that peoople and things have a way of turning up again later in life when one thinks they are forgotten.
Good story Jim.
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