About two years
after reuniting with high school buddy Calvin in Abilene, I finished the sixth
draft of my first novel, In
the Rivers Flow. I had read enough books to learn that selling
novels is a lot tougher than selling non-fiction. I decided to attend my first
writers’ conference. Maybe talk to some real authors. My expectations were low,
but I hoped to discover if what I had written was anything close to worthwhile.
An article in Writers Digest magazine drew me to the
Panhandle Professional Writers Conference in Amarillo. I was impressed by the line-up of speakers,
especially Elmer Kelton, but I also wanted to drive out to the stomping grounds
of my youth and to see the ranch Calvin managed. If the conference turned out
to be a waste of time and money, at least I could rekindle a few old memories.
Daddy had been gone for more than thirty years and Mother almost two. I felt a
need to reconnect to the Panhandle farm we had left forty years earlier.
When I traveled on
business, I planned trips down to the last detail; every minute accounted for.
Now, I had the freedom (and the determination) to be spontaneous. I had some
vague ideas about what I might do in the Panhandle, but I left a day early and
decided to just let things happen.
I was surprised at
my spontaneity when I blew past Amarillo without stopping at a motel. I found
myself in Channing (north and west of Amarillo) on a June day about quitting
time. The town had not changed much since I played high school sports there.
Calvin and I had attended school in Adrian (about an hour south).
I found a small grocery
store and asked if anyone knew Calvin. Of course, the owner and all the patrons
did. I got directions to the Quien Sabe.
I asked the proprietor where the ranch name came from. He told me about a
Mexican who drove the ranch’s first herd of cattle to Texas. When asked the
name of the unusual brand on the cattle, the Mexican replied, “Quien Sabe?” (Who knows?).
The brand is two semi-circles and resembles an odd T to me.
The ranch entrance was only a few miles out of Channing and not far from
Old Tascosa, the home of Boys Ranch. Our family moved to the Panhandle when I
was a boy and I often felt a strange feeling of déjà vu at certain places. The
Matador Ranch was one such place, Old Tascosa was another.
From a scene in Rivers Ebb: Jake climbed the arena fence, sat on the top
rail, and let that been-here-before feeling wash over him.
I felt that been-here-before feeling as I stopped at the railroad
crossing leading to the ranch. From high school, I remembered that the railway
was The Fort Worth and Denver
and was called the Denver Road. It ran from Fort Worth through Wichita Falls,
Childress, Amarillo, Dalhart, to Texline (another déjà vu place), where it
connected with the Colorado and Southern.
Here’s Jake in
Texline in Rivers Ebb: He stopped at the sidewalk and looked down
the street. A row of cottonwoods had
been planted to separate the field crops on the east side of the street from
the houses on the west. A few scattered
trees that looked distressed from lack of water dotted some yards, but the snow
was falling on hard dirt, not grass lawns. A horse bowed-up against the blowing
snow stood beside a small tin barn in the middle of the mostly-small,
mostly-stucco houses.
I guess I expected to see an impressive entrance of some sort because I knew the ranch was big. But just
north of the dirt road, only some letters on stone announced the Quien Sabe. As
whirls of dust followed me down the road, I saw a more impressive sight.
Big evergreen shrubs
lined the drive toward what looked like an oasis in the desert. Live Oaks, poplars,
and other trees surrounded a compound sitting on a high spot. There was a huge native stone house on the
left with a stone fence around it. I later learned that this was the abode of
ranch owner Joe Kirk Fulton, who inherited the ranch from his father. Joe Kirk
chose to live in more hospitable Hill Country, but stayed in the big house when
he visited the ranch.
A smaller, but more
than adequate brick house was on the right. Calvin was filling a cattle spray
tank when I drove up. I am not the type to be a surprise guest, but my excuse
for dropping in was just to find the place, maybe wangle an invitation to come
back after the conference for a tour.
It had been two
years since we met in Abilene for the first time in forty years, but Calvin
showed no surprise at seeing me again, acting as if I dropped in frequently. A
three-month-old colt kicked up his heels in the yard fenced with horse wire as
I stepped out of my pickup. Calvin pointed toward the colt as he finished
filling the spray tank. “His mama didn’t have any milk, so we’re bottle feeding
him.”
“Got a name?” I
asked.
“We named him Iffy,
because he had such a rough start we didn’t think he’d make it.”
I apologized for
just dropping by, explained my reason for coming to Amarillo, and asked if I might
come back for a tour the day after the conference.
“You had your supper
yet?”
Less than an hour
later, I sat at a table covered with plates of fried buffalo (grown on the
ranch) steaks, garden salad, fruit salad, cornbread, navy beans and ham, fried
okra, corn, cake, Jell-o, and iced tea—all prepared by Calvin’s wife Linda.
Three grandchildren
at the table were friendly and polite to this intruder, and I got the definite
feeling that guests for supper were not uncommon. As we dug into the buffalo
steaks, Calvin told me that he had lost thirty pounds on the Atkins Diet.
After supper, he
took me on a tour of his home. Tastefully furnished in Panhandle style, the
walls were covered with photos and artwork by famous photographers and artists
who had come to the ranch to capture a ranching lifestyle that is rare and
disappearing.
Remember Jay Dusard,
the famous photographer who took the photo of Julie Hagen (“the old hag” on my
horse packing trip to Wyoming)? He had been to the ranch for a photo shoot and
his work was on the wall. There were also photos that had appeared in “Western
Horseman” and other well-known magazines. I recognized R. W. Hampton, famous
singer and poet, in lots of the pictures.
I was recently gifted with one of his CD’s and he mentions the Quien
Sabe, calling it the “Kin Sabe”. I thought it was pronounced “Cane Sabby”. He
had worked for Calvin several times. There was also one of Sam Brown, cowboy
poet and author and a schoolmate of Calvin’s and mine. We always knew that Sam
would be a working cowboy.It was in his genes.
I stopped at a photo
of a huge rock with this crude carving—William Bonney—1881. Calvin told me the rock was only a few miles
from where we stood. Billy the Kid is known to have frequented nearby Tascosa,
bringing in herds of stolen horses to sell.
He also frequented the bawdy houses. It is likely that someone carved
his name there shortly after his death in 1881, but nobody knows for sure. Of
course, it is possible that Billy was there that year and did the carving
himself.
On the mantle, Calvin’s
own trophy buckle had a prominent place. He had won all around cowboy at the
Coors Ranch Rodeo the previous year. Beside the buckle was a framed, moving
tribute written to him by a woman who had observed him at the rodeo. She had
not known him, but wanted to recognize his leadership of his rodeo team and the
way he interacted with his wife, children and grandchildren.
Calvin was
easy-going in high school and his charm and wit had mellowed him into a father
and grandfather who displays gentle firmness in his interactions with all his
family members. I had noticed it at the
supper table, but the tribute confirmed it.
Beside the woman’s
tribute stood a framed essay written by a grandson about the most influential
person in his life. The essay about Calvin had won them a trip to the Big Texan
steakhouse in Amarillo.
Next time: A test of
mettle on this great Texas ranch.
2 comments:
Jim,I am enjoying reading your tales of the visit to the Panhandle.. Jan
Thanks for taking the time to read, Jan.
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